Right from the moment I arrived, it didn’t feel right. Later it became clearer and clearer. At first, she wanted to send me home because she claimed I had some very dangerous entities with me. Then I was allowed to stay after all, and she told me she had removed everything. Now, after this experience, I understand that you basically just did what you wanted and gave me the illusion that you had actually done something. After a while, I started to see how you operate psychologically, and how you were trying to manipulate me.
It’s a shame, Lidewij—respectfully, though—I want to share my honest experience with people. With all that said, I’m still grateful for the experience. It just goes to show how that duality or polarity on Earth can be so educational.
Because of this experience, I now know what I don’t want anymore—what doesn’t feel right—and that I can draw on my own inner strength and trust my own intuition. In fact, I felt it from the moment I walked in and after our first conversation.
By the way, I’m doing much better now. It wasn’t “entities,” it was my intestines not functioning properly due to the wrong diet. I’ve been following an alkaline diet since then and I almost only eat vegetables and fruit. Because of that, I can finally function again. I was able to come out of my shell and look for a job and/or studies that actually fits me—and to genuinely give meaning to life again, from my heart and soul.
